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[Feb. 1st, 2005|03:19 pm] |
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| | acoustivc incubus songs | ] |
Just came home from school, another crazy day. So much work has been done and time wasted. I didn't get any sleep last night, because I was doing a group project.But because I'm stupid and I'm not a very good team worker I decided to do like 75% of the project myself. I'm pretty independent in working and doing stuff for school, but when I'm suppose to participate in something with other people...I definitely suck because I want it done my way. I think this experience taught me to let other people help me and not to be so stubborn in simple things. This week is pretty chaotic, I'm trying to bring up my grades and at the same time have fun and hangout with my friends especially Zack. I look forward to this weekend, because I get to take my mind off of school and stressful things. Well that's all for now... |
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[Jan. 31st, 2005|10:30 pm] |
So many people have been bugging me lately to update my journal...especially guys. I don't know why but maybe they actually enjoy reading this.lol. So I'm taking time out of my very hectic schedule to satisfy a couple of people so they have something to read again. Today in school time flew by pretty fast, and I have a project due tomorrow so I will be up all night(I haven't done that in a while). But now to more interesting things...For those of you that don't know yet(which is a very small portion of people-sorry Zack lol)I'm dating Zack L. now...awesome guy, I can't even describe in words what he's like, but we get along really well. Maybe we'll actually end up going out...hopefully this is a probability. But who knows what might happen! Maybe it will end up like all my other relationships, but I don't think so there's something different about this thing...I'm so happy even when my day's crappy...so I've been acting kind of unusual in the past days.This weekend should be good, probably end up hanging out w/Zacky! Plus Freedom is having a Talent Show on Friday.well this has been another entry from my boring life..cya--------------ZACK LEWIS IS SO DAMN HOTT------------LOL |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
It's quite amazing that I've been actually writing in this journal every day so far.I'm pretty impressed with myself, because I never stick to one thing for a very long time. Today went by so slow, school was pretty depressing. I woke up really late so my dad had to drive me to school, that's what I get for talking to guys on the phone late at night.lol. I don't get rides from chad after school, because he says I'm acting like a bitch for some reason.And he thinks I actually care,it's kinda funny. Riding the bus was cool in the afternoon, because I got a back rubb it was so incredibly awesome.(thanks to chris)I can't wait till friday,so this horrible and long week of school can be over. One of my friends told me I was acting girlie today..don't quite understand what that means.Probably that I'm usually more tough and have my guard up about guys, and now I'm really excited about meeting this one guy.(he told me I could put his name in here, but I still choose not to).This week is taking all my energy, hopefully I'll have some left for this weekend.This whole journal entry was pretty pointless, it's just nothing interesting happened today, I have a lot of homework so I have to get to it... |
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|03:41 pm] |
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| | TBS,atryu,goo goo dolls,incubus | ] |
Today's entry might be a little bit longer so if you are reading this just bare with me...
This morning I realized so much stuff,especially how special life is...this might sound really emo to some of you but this is how I feel. Already two kids died in the past week(may they rest in peace), it made me think about my mom and how I felt when it happened to me, but the worst is how the families of the kids' must have been devastaded...I can't even begin to imagine. It made me both angry and sad, but more angry because life is pretty unfair-the people who deserve to live die and vice versa.
Other thing I realized was that my theory of dating like 5 guys at the same time isn't the greatest idea I've come up with, actually it's probably the dumbest. It took of so much time trying to balance the time between, and especially when I had to study or do homework. I slept through most of my classes and failed all the tests I took last week. I think I need to start focusing on what's really important but at the same time have fun but just don't waste it on people who I know aren't worth it. The thing is that I want a real relationship that would be fun and interesting but also reasonable.(not sure if that made sense)I just want a boyfriend that's not a fuckup like all the rest that I've dated.lol.
Yesterday I was pretty angry at a certain person for telling people something they should have not said. But then I talked to this one guy who didn't let me overreact about the whole thing, and just made me laugh. This kid is probably the most interesting guy that I've ever talked to...lol...wow that sounded gay! But anyways I chose to include my poem( that was supposedly plagarized) in this journal and I'd like to dedicate it to my friend Joe. Because this poem is about Chinese immigrants and he's well Chinese also....
The American Dream promised us freedom,
But this is worse than where we came from.
I never imagined America this way,
I wish I never set foot on the ship that day.
Filthy toilets and uncomfortable living,
Food for dogs it seems like it's never-ending.
We are treated like prisoners who have committed a crime,
And we are detained here to serve out time.
Long processes that take months sometimes years,
Inspectors who try to bring out our weaknesses and fears.
They ask us questions really fast,
About our heritage, customs, and even our past.
We still pray something good will come out of this bad,
Our families spent our fortunes and all we ever had.
Our dignity and pride were crushed by this experience,
Hopefully someday the Americans will acquire some compassion and end this nonsense.
***here is the music*** |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|03:45 pm] |
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| | slipknot...incubus-of course..jimmy eat world...etc | ] |
So it's monday again...the most dreadful day that makes you await the best day-friday!!!School went as usual nothing exciting happened unless you don't count those fights.But I'm really looking forward to friday,it's going to be a fun day. Especially because I will get to hangout with some cool people and then saturday-GASPARRILA!!!Today my history teacher, who makes fun of me non-stop took my poem that I wrote for his class because I he thought I plagarized it. But I didn't so fuck him, he didn't find any thing on it.lol..what a douche. And tomorrow I have three tests from my four classes, I hate when teacher's do this it's like they do it on purpose. They probably get together and plan shit like this.lol.I have so much to do today, and I have no energy left because I'm so drained from school. Yesterday i got to talk to this hott guy online( if you read this you will know who you are), he's really funny. And he likes INCUBUS(best band ever)...I have to go now, because i have so much to do...but here are my picks in music for today.....Oh..and Dancy(Dan C.) sorry for the last entry wharton guys are cool too.lol |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|01:53 pm] |
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Hey..well this is the my first entry in this journal and I think that if I have more time then I will continue to write in here.Yesterday was so fun...me and Joe went to the Wharton One Stop Tour...it was pretty cool but kinda boring. I don't remember it being so boring last year, there was this singer of the second band and she could not sing..lol. I felt bad for her. We didn't stay for the whole thing, so we went to get some food and went to see Adam and Andrew at Pizza Hut, we were suppose to go to the hookah bar but that didn't happen because no one other than me wanted to go. So we stayed at joe's house most of the night, I talked to some guys from freedom.Never realized it but Freedom guys are probably better than Wharton guys. They are more fun, and best of all single.lol. But I haven't even decided what exactly it is I am looking for, guys confuse the hell out of me. One moment they want you to joke around and then the next they want you to be serious about everything. I just want a nice guy who wants to have fun and can laugh with me.but neways...yesterday night joe and andrew came to my house at like 2.00 a.m. and my dad was pissed cuz it was late ,it was kinda funny though. Pluz I got pizza. well, that's basically what I did yesterday...today it's homework and clean up time.here's the music..... |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|06:44 pm] |
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| | Taking Back Sunday,Atreyu,Sum 41, The Used, Goo Goo Dolls... | ] |
hey..well this is my first entry in this thing...I don't even know wut to write. today I was online talking to Joe and making a list of possible boyfriends for me...pretty gay.This Christmas break is taking a toll on me, I dont know why but for some reason I feel so tired and down most of the time. Well, later I am gonna start packing for the trip to czech, it's gonna be so much fun. Parties, bars, pubs, family,friends....etc.Finally I'll get to see snow...I'm pretty excited about that too.Well,I'm gonna get back to talking to Joe...so I guess this is all. |
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